After a SHIT day at work..... arguing or should I say having a disagreement with another co worker I was fuming at by the time I left work. From differences of opinion...(one person that shouldn't be there because she;s too old (sorry) been there for years, had cancer and death of her spouse, (plays on the lot of it)..... sorry but if you can't manage, quit, there's only SO MUCH tolerating and doing THEIR work a person, even a Saint can take!!!) Yes well after that, I went and done my daily thing... got the dinner for tonight as the local supermarket is right next to my work.
Anyway, so I go shopping and I FAIL i buy alcohol, one because I'm fuming at the ears, two because they have staff offering testers. I admit I was so cross I had the intention of buying wine, but no, they were offering something similiar to Baileys Irish Cream, but a salted caramel variety, yes please, have a taster, don't mind if I do. Anyhow it was so nice... I put my wine back on the shelf and bought a bottle. Also bought dinner.
Came home, immediately poured a drink and felt so much better. THANKS Colleage if it wasn't for your pathetic poor attitude I wouldn't have done that, back off the wagon!!!!.
Not only that,......I then went onto where I play slots and spent EVERY SINGLE PENNY i have, 80 pound.. I have nothing for the weekend, I have 3 pound now, till Monday when I am meant to be xmas shopping tomorrow......
I wish I wasnt here, I am so weak!!!!!!!
Is there someone that will be a secret santa with me. Probably kidding myself... my little life is ruined and its all my fault.
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